Lately the problems are still here and I'm unable to train for the moment again. I'm looking into a underlying issue which has seemed to have got worse and alongside I'm trying each day to get back on the bike in the mean time.
Its been a bit frustrating this year so far, its not what I imagined at the start of the year, mentally it has been really difficult at times, particularly the last month or so. Especially as I've never really had too many issues keeping me off the bike with regular intervals. So for the time being I'm waiting for referrals for a few specialists to check me out and hopefully fix me or get some sort of advice moving forward.
It's likely for the rest of the season I'll be staying home and may not be Spain again, even if I'm fit and healthy. Unfortunately with the main funding I applied for and hoped to obtain fell through over the winter. I have struggled a bit financially but would've just managed to live and race in Spain throughout the season, so I could benefit as a rider. Which would have been great, however with a few issues over the past few months which I've been trying to sort, it'll be hard to carry on out there, plus it's going to take a while until I'm back into good shape again. But I'll try to work things out while I'm back here (home) getting back on track.
Hopefully I'll bounce back soon. make some news goals and get something good out of the season.
I'll keep you updated,
Kris
